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Time:11:18 pm
Just in one of those kind of moods. And this came out. Of course I think it's horrific but it's pretty raw and pretty out there and pretty much I feel right now.

Have you ever looked in the mirror and wanted to die?
Thought you were so lost you couldn’t make it through
Everything came crumbling in on you
Things started to fade out
You couldn’t breath and you were ready to take your last bow

Have you ever felt so isolated that you really didn’t know who you were?
In the midst of someone else’s life you missed out on yourself
You have no idea who you are anymore
Reaching into to find yourself to learn what makes you
You find that you never really knew

Lost in this crazy world you’re alone
Alone with your own thoughts and dreams
That keep you occupied throughout the turmoil they call life
But you’ll never see the end of them
You’re too scared to follow them

Strip away the outer layers and there is nothing left
You lost yourself the real you is gone
And you forgot what you were like before it all
You understood yourself
You’re crying out for help but no one hears you
No one cares and no one gets who you are

Have you ever looked into the mirror and wanted to die?
Wanted to take the pain away and start over fresh again?
Wake up not to return to this thing called your life
Become someone else and figure yourself out

I’m ready to look into the mirror smiling wanting to live.
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aphrael_childe
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Time:2005-06-07 01:34 pm (UTC)
I'm speechless. Seriously; this hits a little too close to home.
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